Genocide - Song for My Mother lyrics

Verse 1: Dear mom its been a while since we last spoke And i apologize I know its my fault I should of called so you know your son is OK I know its hard when I'm 11,000 miles away I keep you in my heart and I will always hold you there So If i Dont call never think I don't care You know i do, but when we talk i feel guilty Cuz I hear the pain in your voice and it k**s me Over 11yrs now ive been absent Im sorry if i made you feel like you've been abandoned I never planned it, but maybe it was destiny Life took me on another road that was meant for me But as you get older, times are getting harder I know I should be there for my mother and my father And for my brother too I know it ain't easy Believe me, I love n miss you all so deeply Verse 2: I reminisce on the day that I said goodbye Gave you a kiss and was so sad to see you cry It was the first time I seen Dad shed a tear And i was only supposed to be gone for a year But i Settled here, and i know it made you hurt Having your son on the other side of the world But As a boy became a man I learned a lot of things About Life, All the joy and the pain it brings And when Times get tough you know I soldier on Memories of the past help me move along I won't lie it ain't easy being all alone And if you ain't here i can never call it home Its a lonely road, got me feeling down and out But i got a family of my own now to think about Don't take it wrong cuz you know i'll always love you to Dear mamma stay strong and we'll see you soon Copyright: J.Dzilic [Genocide]