Genocide District - Not Living, Just Existing lyrics

These walls I've built around me Are the only things preserving my sanity I've burnt every bridge I've ever constructed So what the f** is the point of my existence? I'm done playing your f**ing games I'm sick & tired of what life has given me You've made me everything you told me not to be This self inflicted pain has left an abyss within me Making peace with myself will never been an option [2x] Not living, just existing I will die a man who has ceased to live I can't live if I feel like I'm dead I can't live with these demons in my head For my whole life I lived a lie Your deception shoved down my throat Losing faith in myself opened my f**ing eyes That d**h is nothing to fear