GenCAB - Siren Song lyrics

Once upon a time you could read my mind And dictate my life all ahead of time Teach me once again everything so wrong Sing a siren song just to string me along When i start to believe you can help Get lost in myself and lose sight of just how I can't further relate No i can't it's impossible CHORUS I can't help but feel slightly betrayed That something you said would take me so far away And despite all the strength that it takes To not medicate, i'm losing my faith again All i know is that i'm not the same I lose all the weight and safely sit home again Cause despite all the strength that it takes I stay awake to witness my day as it breaks Caged in ribs and rhymes i can fake the joy And i guess sometimes i prefer the void But i swear somewhere deep within that hole Lies a filthy heart that was once a soul