GenCAB - II transMuter lyrics

when the left eye goes blind, leave my logic behind and i just can't unwind what i see in my mind holding on to a thought i could just recreate i believe you could teach me to not dilate ask myself to stop myself i've tried so hard for no one else i've tried so hard to be what you don't want me to be wrong answer so divine i could love you right inside of this rhyme i guess by now you see that i'm my own worst enemy now the right cannot see what you want me to be and ideas aren't answers, they're just a disease full of toxins and insects, it's failing to take in an image of you that's so wrong, stay away, stay away ask myself to stop myself pull my heart off my sleeve, put it into my mouth i tried to stop the beat but it just started to bleed wrong rhythm run so fast never try to learn a lesson when you channel the past i know by now you see that i have no real history CHORUS in everyway i retained your grace i tried at least to salvage what i couldn't replace focus on you i'm to weak to play a slave unto the speed at which my vision relays and everyday make the same mistake accept that i'm the accident expecting to break i set it up, i deserve the worst i blame myself but this must be a curse with my ear to the ground, i'm recording the sound of the movement of you cause the nightmare came true never knew what i had til the moment it changed it got lost in amazement in mazes of rain ask myself to stop myself i couldn't let go and i couldn't let it out i tried to change my mind but then you started to die transforming gemini i know you had to adapt when you had to survive but i wish we could relate in a more comfortable place