Gem CoDE - Lucidity lyrics

[Verse 1: Gem CoDE] See I get up get out; now I'm on my way to you Try to keep it simple; but sh**, it sound so deep to you Cruising through life with a loaded blut Some days I wish it was a loaded gun...so I could End the misery; wish i had a time machine to see What the future holds for me See, the present is a gift I would mind returning b See, my baby mama left me and she took the kids too Then I lost my job, lets just say that's strike two Strike three would have to be my lack of sleep Cause i've been grinding late trying to find a way to eat See, I been thinking should I shoot? Or put my feet in concrete See if I can swim deep n***a, living ain't cheap If the lord is my shepherd; guess that i'm that black sheep My n***as tell me chill, my mind tell me different things Like "n***a, jump. trust me you don't need the wings" [Hook 1: Gem CoDE 2X] They say that angel sing.. I....I wonder what demons do Wonder what demons do Wonder what demons do [Verse 2: Gem CoDE] I'm thinking twice look at a picture that my daughter drew Damn, shes only two Man, shes only two Conscious screaming "stupid motherf**er SHOOT!" They left five weeks ago and never thought about calling you n***a, they ain't missing you You know what you should do? Treat that ratchet like a flute, and blow your brains aways And as he's shooting, the phone's ringing Keeps ringing; rings again And at this point his voice mail is answering.. Shorty on the other side..so pa**ionate Baby screaming,"where's daddy at? where's daddy at?" [Hook 2: Gem CoDE 2X] See, daddy's posted up in a puddle of his blood Crazy that he died thinking no one gave a f** All he needed was...love All he needed was love