Geemmac - Bottled Emotions lyrics

[Intro: Geemmac] The last drop makes the bottle run over, bottled emotions [Verse 1: Geemmac] Lately i've been doing sh** I said I never would Expressing myself's just something that I've never understood Thats opening up Opening up and chugging down a beer understand this ain't me Just trying to understand why pops chose this over family Over me I always did put on his shoes growing up Chugging down emotions till I'm throwing up Too many bottled emotions thats thoughts left unspoken and promises broken, my heart has been stolen the bottle won't open, lets break that b**h open Im not drunk but I sure can pretend too She don't love me but I hope she pretends too Don't understand why your still in my thoughts Still overthinking if you loved me or not I lied to your face cause I knew we'd make up Then I lied with a s*ut to forget the break up b**h You pushed me away and have the nerve to ask if I'm doing okay Yea I'm doing okay, just making mistakes, my fam is away, and my friends all betrayed I gave up whats left so I guess I'm all right I guess you could say oh i guess you could stay Baby please stay oh I'm begging you stay why you walking away She left I hated my life so I left home Oh dad I'm sorry, I'm sorry I left you, I left you alone, I was making more money, you where taking out loans, oh I felt so alone Nights I would tell you I was doing so good then I'd cry out my life when I hung up the phone Salt Lake city I felt so alone From 915 but they ain't put me on Shout out to the ones who believed in my songs Shout to the ones who believed from the start who had me in their heart, cause at times I didn't And did some sh** that I got to confess [Bridge: Geemmac] Oh do I let, my emotions get the best of me Oh do I let, my emotions get the best of me Oh do I let, oh do I let Oh do I let, my emotions get the best of me I put on a smile and I claim that I'm fine But the smiles a cover, see Im dying inside . x2 [Verse 2: Geemmac] Im tired of being patient, Im tired of issues Im tired of frustration, Im tired of disputes Should I put a gun to my head and just shoot Should you piss me off and i'll take it out on you Thats bottled emotions and thoughts left unspoken and promises broken my heart has been stolen The bottle won't open we'll break that b**h open If you knew what emotions have made me done Bottled emotions are loaded guns I've burn bridges don't care who's on If you knew what emotions have made me done Bottled emotions are loaded guns I've burn bridges don't care who's on If you knew what emotions have made me done If you knew what emotions have made me done [Outro: Geemmac] Oh do I let, my emotions get the best of me Oh do I let, my emotions get the best of me Oh do I let, oh do I let Oh do I let, my emotions get the best of me I put on a smile and I claim that I'm fine But the smiles a cover, see Im dying inside Oh do I let, my emotions get the best of me Oh do I let, my emotions get the best of me