GDP - Mascara lyrics

[Verse 1: GDP] I wrote this at 2 AM at an airport Sent two months' rent to my landlord Said I'm not coming home and I can't call There's nowhere I feel comfortable in this damn world And I try to escape And I fly to the bay And I drive all day And I'm high all day And the girls are all nicer After I play And I make a few dollars and I'm on my way And I drive all day And I fly all day Thinking of everything I could never say You need some space? How's 16,000 miles? You were seeing him all the while [Hook: GDP] And I hope I never see you again I hope I never see you again I hope I never see you again See you again [Verse 2: GDP] I wrote this thinking to myself at an airport I will never be everything you ask for You felt disrespected? Fair call It's not easy being a feminist in a man's world And I rest all day And I stress all day Smoke ses all day I'm depressed all day So we can have s** all night or we can argue Try and not think about you It's hard not to Can't help but wondering where are you? Staring at the same old [?] [Verse 3: GDP] Yeah You f**ed him before I even got through customs Couldn't even look me in the eye to say "good luck" But it's good to hear your voice It's been so long I'mma tell you something you've known all along Your insecurities left you ignoring me Now you love him more than me We said mutual friends Hard to avoid Bid farewell to the bond you destroyed For some rock star void Useless excuses Heartless noise Just spare me tonight Careless advice Like you don't see where you fit into my life Under my arm Under the sheets Stained with fluids that rained like sleet When you were so quick to sleep before me All pristine and horny [Hook: GDP] And I hope I never see you again I hope I never see you again I hope I never see you again And I hope I never see you again [Outro: Wiccaphase] You wore the same mascara that you showed me in your room Hiding under your opaque march moon I wore the same sungla**es that you showed me in your room As you pulled them on top of you, I was there It's all I really think about Touching down, but I want to get on top of that. x2