Gawvi - Doubts lyrics

[Verse 1: KB] Unashamed's like our middle name Since 16 I've been in the field Spent a fortune on Bible college To plant churches in Brazil But God gave me Tampa Hip Hop in six continents But on five of 'em I cried on 'em Like come to Christ and now you could live I mean it now Stayed outside but this dope boy with his [?] strap And my last trip to Africa Man they said that we might not be coming back Risk my own life My career my goals my own wife They say that's a lot for 25 That's the least I could do when he was crucified But sometimes I still feel like I'm in the dark Yeah, yeah let me explain the conflicts of Kevin's heart Maybe the fact that my father left me plays a part And why I'm, so afraid that one day I could walk away and leave God [Hook] Will I make it to the end Or will I fall and lose everything I'm trying to be a better man But why is there so little change If I'm honest I'm doubting, I'm doubting, I'm doubting If I was honest I'm doubting, I'm doubting, I'm doubting [Verse 2: KB] I'm 'posed to be K to the second letter I'm a bride of a King like Coretta Scott free God let us All off the hook forever But I'm still ungrateful Acting like a tectonic plate move Why I don't get what I want How am I gonna front like I don't already got a plate full I'm a grown man but i feel like i have the same struggles I dealt with since I was a teen Sometimes I feel like I'm one sin from you saying that you are done with me Am I decieved, Am I decieved Do you really care Are you really there Lord help me believe please Come quickly wish you would come get me It's surpa**ing joy but I feel so empty If they only knew; I'm such a weak dude But at the same time it's here I see how much I need You (But I wonder) [Hook] [Verse 3: KB] But then the Spirit comforts me he comforts me I ain't gotta worry about this no longer When I feel my grip about to slip His grip on me gets stronger When I can barely crack a smile Feeling like Mona Li' God says know your weak so when your strong you know its me See, He's been saving since Abram and he ain't lost one yet Jesus has set me free never seen a better sunset That's why I doubt my doubts That's why I doubt my doubts They just push me closer to the one who's got it figured out [Outro] If I'm honest I'm doubting (I say to my doubts) I'm doubting (I say to my doubts) I'm doubting (I say to my doubts) If I was honest (I say to my doubts) I'm doubting (I say to my doubts) I'm doubting (I say to my doubts) I'm doubting Help me believe!