Gatch - Second Thoughts lyrics

My style never gets old like an aborted fetus Awhile back I started to sin cause I got bored of jesus Picked up the mic to redeem my serenity Demons inhereit me so im here less like chemotheraphy Fearless feeling the melody my posture is curious I prosper notorious like Oscar Pistorious Up and coming rappers are more ga**ed than auchwitz When my mouth spits they change styles like outfits Raps rapture on any mic I shed disaster f** principals your b**h is the headmaster My lyrics leave you dead faster than a misscarriage Im more abusive than a husband in a pissed marriage Told with praise im reminding you of the golden days Im old in ways the world's in my palm but I like to hold grenades Im as cold as aids iller than charlie sheen Already ahead of my time when im hardly a teen I pickup rhymes like pickup lines on first dates And disperse hate to people who impersonate my verses traits I make the toughest shake I got rhymes you'd love to make I murder battles like a herd of cattles with a glove and rake I stay awake at night until the fire hour Liars cower behind the beliefs of a higher power Sometimes I wish my life would end and I would decompose And meet my foes in hell to k** them twice and slice them feet to nose This box of anti-depressants locks my rants in its essence When I unleash my inner beast I sin at least every sentence Comparisons with greats my arrogance creates suspicion Betrayed my position why pray to something I can't envision My words can vary but presently im emerging scary If I go to heaven there won't be a virgin mary We pray and reign here carry sleighs like reindeer Create insane fear I run the facts of cul de sacs Its dull and trapped these skulls adapt to pulses lacked impulsive acts My pulse reacts and races how can I relax and face this Im faceless my emotions lessen on a daily basis Scarred for life harsh advice im hard to bite you'll never taste this Never acknowledged my clever knowledge so pay attention I make tension thinner than b**hes who never mention dinner I piss off the public like water meters Hitting beats like father beaters im a novice but I alter leads Words can't describe when I hit the drum and ba** Im 15 with the oldest mind and the youngest face I rhyme with a slurred speech with grammer that nerds preach At heights that no birds reach at nights I reverse sleep I give wack mc's no stares like bungalows Im undisclosed my lungs dispose the venom that I hum at those Who dare to compete I rip you hair to the feet im here to defeat those who f**ing stare in conceit