Gale-Force Winds - These Pa**ing Days lyrics

I know that this will probably sound cliche, But not much about me does, I try to be everything you want, But I worry too much, and I'm not very tall. These pa**ing days are so great, but also rough. The joy comes and goes, and I'm not very tough. Underneath the surface, it's different. I seem weak and I seem fragile, but I just need to be rea**ured. And sometimes, the only feeling I get around you is anguish, And it feels so wrong, it feels so wrong. How can I make it right? I walk alone in the rain and the cold and I know That I might never have you to myself, And I hate it, To be with you if you're not really there. Wondering what I could be doing Differently, Remembering all the things I'm doing wrong Hasn't made me feel this sad in so long. But the elation I feel when your hand wraps around mine Will keep me coming back, coming back. Nothing you do will keep me away forever. It's strange, really, how much I have changed, And I had never been so much myself Until you came along. No matter what, I'll always end up by your side.