Gabe - Addicted lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm a drug addict and haven't did it I was born on d**, I wasn't born a thug I was born with no hugs, Living in houses as a Baby finding bugs. I'm an addict hiding in the attic These d** make me feel estatic. I have a bad habit But I can't admit it. I look at the pills oooh I can't resist it I gotta get equipped. My parents are alittle strict, but I don't why Because there ex convicts, I guess they're just regular hypocrits I just can't quit so maybe if I go and spit. I'll forget about getting A fix. My mom walks in through the door Oh this is perfect see'n me on the floor as I scream "no no more!" My mom flipped she sh** bricks, and I got whipped with the hardest stick I ran away I saw new d** I gotta have it, I reach out and grab it, take a stab at it MMMM I had it as I add it to my collection of d**, but thats what I am right a thug? Nah nah I can't even remember if I exist. I think to my self while I'm takin a sip Wouldn't my parents be pissed. But I just say forget it take another hit And I'm back at it again shooting to get a fix [Hook: Eminem] Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know Feels like I been down this road before So lonely and cold, it's like something takes over me As soon as I go home and close the door Kinda feels like déjà vu I wanna get away from this place I do But I can't and I won't, say I try, but I know that's a lie Cause I don't and why I just don't know [Verse 2] Now get another sip get tripped, get sick. Friends telling me I got a addiction Others telling me I'm a walking contradiction. My whole life is fiction Listen to my words tell me what just occured. Gabe whats your mission Your in such bad condition and now you got this obsession with this prescription Do you see the connections. You're the definition of an addict stop taking the ammunition Listen to your intuition. This shouldn't be a family tradition [Hook] Get off this expedition dawg ya'kno ain't right. stop the drug abuse, put up a fight Don't confuse it with satan as he is blatanly wait'n to seduce you and introduce you To more drug abuse use your mother goose as a way to infuse you into the right direction Show some more affection. And look how skinny you getting you look like a hippie But you don't need money you ain't asking for a penny and acting silly So one last time I'mma tell you to lay off the d** or you may end up like whitney [hook]