Gabe Ma**ey - Night Terrors lyrics

[Verse 1] A taxi to all your inconvenient truths When you're sitting alone in a crowded room Forever longing for a place to fade away into the deep accepting Arms of everyone who used to feel The idols who pined for something real Every time you grabbed your bouquet of gla** and broken-hearted lies [Chorus] This dream I can never share My self-contained nightmare Waking up feels like a dream This chronic state I'm living in Where things end before they begin I just wanted to be part of the team, but now I have nothing [Verse 2] Night terrors, I'm staring at the ceiling Never sleeping, from the nights I never threw away And mutual happiness that I am somehow always chasing Speeding to the next mistake The next time that I'm with my friends, and overcome with being used again And if I died right now from a car to the right, it'd be the most beautiful thing you'd see all night As long as everyone could walk away, there'd still be something left to say in the morning When the embers have cooled, and all the blood has pooled around me My private wine and asphalt mixture, the d**h of your darkened chauffeur [Chorus] This dream I can never share My self-contained nightmare Waking up feels like a dream This chronic state I'm living in Where things end before they begin I just wanted to be part of the team, but now I have nothing [Bridge] I'm close to the end of something grand, and it's a mystery to me How every time I turn a page, there is always new blood across my face I'm a ghost in my own home, when I've ascended and turned multi-toned I'm a star that burned out too soon the shadow of the moon [Chorus] This dream I can never share My self-contained nightmare Waking up feels like a dream This chronic state I'm living in Where things end before they begin I just wanted to be part of the team, but now I have nothing [End] Night terrors, I'm staring at the ceiling Trying to force some meaning Into my life, just for tonight I want to feel real