Futuristic - So Close, So Far Away lyrics

[Intro - Futuristic:] Yeah, yeah, so far away [Hook - Futuristic:] What the f** am I gon' do now I shoulda got my college degree It seem like everybody moving on But nobody saved the seat for me I'm scrolling through my phone Texting b**hes that I know But I just can't seem to get a reply I'm staring in the mirror I see the fear of failure in my eyes I don't know what else I can try [Verse 1 - Futuristic:] I'm drowning in a sea, my emotions Destiny ain't in your hands I did the most, but can't control it Soul is broken, feeling hopeless But no moping, still been going Don't smoke, but lately I'm smoking Fourth quarter, feel like I'm choking I spit my dough, I'm the brokest Still feel my flow, it's the coldest My story, I just retold it Over and over and over But I'm so close and I'm so far And I'm so dope, that's what I thought I'm working hard, I'm working smart But I'm still stuck in the same spot Somebody help me, somebody help me, somebody help me I try to get wealthy, just wanna pay my bills Uh, somebody help me, somebody help me, somebody help me Or I'm 'bout to end this sh** for real, so [Hook - Futuristic:] What the f** am I gon' do now I shoulda got my college degree It seem like everybody moving on But nobody saved the seat for me I'm scrolling through my phone Texting b**hes that I know But I just can't seem to get a reply I'm staring in the mirror I see the fear of failure in my eyes I don't know what else I can try [Verse 2 - Futuristic:] Looking at pictures from all my friends graduations Smiles on their families faces, nothing but happy occasions Marriages, having babies, I ain't close to that at all My relationship with this music, made my others fall apart And I can't talk about this sh** for nothing Nobody comprehends it, they see the ending But don't get I had to start to finish You wanna do it, too? The truth is, I don't recommend it Politics and money's what matters, f** if you extra gifted Best of wishes to the women that I've loved and lost Drifting through these conversations Sifting through my other thoughts Awkward tension, cause we both know that it's over Emotional Rollercoaster, starting to become my favorite song, so [Hook - Futuristic:] What the f** am I gon' do now I shoulda got my college degree It seem like everybody moving on But nobody saved the seat for me I'm scrolling through my phone Texting b**hes that I know But I just can't seem to get a reply I'm staring in the mirror I see the fear of failure in my eyes I don't know what else I can try [Outro - Futuristic:] What the f** am I gon' do now I shoulda got my college degree It seem like everybody moving on But nobody saved the seat for me I'm scrolling through my phone Texting b**hes that I know But I just can't seem to get a reply