Futuristic - Demons (Remix) lyrics

[Verse 1: Futuristic] Born sinner, half n***a within an ER Traveling Local, no agent or PR This big room in a house with no one to share it with If she was alive, I swear to God I'd move my grandma in Lost focus, trying to mend this broken heart Writing words on my phone in hopes it'll show my art The older that we get, the more we grow apart It was built on a lie, we came from a hopeless start And I'm not supposed to rap about my feelings, never Supposed to make a lot of jokes and say some sh** that's clever And act like I'm balling and f**ing b**hes Man, "Fake it till you make it"s got to be the worst expression ever I'd rather only portray the things that are real Even if that sh** does cost me a record deal And you could say that I'm stupid or say I'm foolish But I'm living off this music, I'll never know how your desk'll feel [Hook: Futuristic] And I'm just fighting off my demons (I'm fighting off my demons) I'm fighting off my demons (I'm fighting off my demons) I thank the fans for telling me I'm the man I'm just glad I can finally give you something to believe in And I'm fighting off my demons (I'm fighting off my demons) I'm fighting off my demons (I'm fighting off my demons) I wanna thank the fans for accepting who I am Understand you're the reason why I'm breathing [Verse 2: Futuristic] I put that gun to my head and then I put it down I threw it in the river, let the bullets drown I'm known as this funny I'll go and rapper guy But really, you don't know what goes on when you're not around And then I thought about it, a selfish sacrifice The afterlife, if heaven's real then would I go there? And then I thought about the sh** me and my friends did If I do make it, there'll be nobody I know there And I'm fighting off these tears, but I'm failing Every time I feel like I'm better, I f**ing relapse I'm spitting image of my dad, I used to think that was a bad thing But now I'm not even ashamed to be that A good man who made mistakes just like the rest of us Life is short, look at the time that he invest in us We've had our differences, people change with the seasons We fighting off all our demons and let you pick up what's left of us [Hook: Futuristic] And I'm just fighting off my demons (I'm fighting off my demons) I'm fighting off my demons (I'm fighting off my demons) I thank the fans for telling me I'm the man I'm just glad I can finally give you something to believe in And I'm fighting off my demons (I'm fighting off my demons) I'm fighting off my demons (I'm fighting off my demons) I wanna thank the fans for accepting who I am Understand you're the reason why I'm breathing