Futures - Holiday lyrics

I will push pause on you Until you throw me overboard I've been waiting in the longest of lines Saying all the wrong things At all the perfect times Well I've read books that have changed my mind Whilst you turn another blind eye We all grow to live the shoes we're in But I am one that takes a risk This day will be the d**h of us And all that we know And I am so excited for the time away I will cut strings off you Until to you walk by yourself I've holding back the tallest of tales Hidden from my ear to ear In the wildest of smiles I've read books that have changed my mind Whilst you turn another blind eye We all grow to love the shoes we're in But you are not the right fit I've read books that have changed my mind I've met Atlantic Souls who live life so blind I've faced love in the loneliest of rooms But still I long for you Yes still I long for you I've been told that I'm going to get so far And you've been told to hold back, hold back This day will be the d**h of us And all that we know And I am so excited for the Holiday