Fugazi - Birthday Pony lyrics

This is a birthday pony This is a strange kind of rest Because i feel like a guest when I'm right here at home I'm not right here at home I opened up these accounts All these separate accounts Because I can't comprehend the single ride to the end I needed something to do and so I split into two But now the pattern takes hold I find I'm losing control Laugh boy I don't want to be free This is a birthday pony