FTD - Farewell To Dreamland lyrics

[Verse 1: KV] Look / So many thoughts in my mind that I think I could write a book / 18 years is how long the story took / My head shook in disapproval of society / My hopes for our future to shine bright / It almost died in me / Trying to be something your not will get you laying on your back / Thats a fact I learned that / I rap to get stacks / I rather die enormous than live dormant / Don't ignore it / Thats why sometimes my mind would be in orbit / So I can make music some might think its gorgeous / Others think its horrid / But just trying to get the green / I swear my brain in filled with forests / I know that I'm not the poorest / And some girls are not the who*est / My mind is like a fortress / And heres your chance to explore this / You might really adore this / It's not a chore to endure this / It hard to fix or restore this / I'm tired of immatureness / And maybe I should just flip the flow around / n***a's tippy toe around / They're not trying to make a sound / Now I already broke the ground / And your mind invokes a frown / Because your philosophies are pills it's hard to choke it down / Now if I can speak personally about my life / Cuz this song permanently left you right / It s**s I'm half spanish / But I can't even manage a conversation with my grandparents / To all of them sorry I don't call as much as I really should / And I'm sorry I don't try as much as I really could / RIP to my aunt man cancer is a b**h / But she never complained 1 time from start until it hit / Sometimes I think that I'll be lonely forever and ever / But when I go to Dreamland / Somehow makes it much better / Cuz my mind is where I go to escape / All the pain / All the violence / All the ignorance and hate / And I'm trying to spit smart sh** / I'm sorry if that works / But always remember that evol is love backwards / Now that hurts / [Hook] Why is everywhere I go / Close my eyelids / Its a nightmare and I know / That / If I go / To that happy place / I can see them / Farewell to Dreamland / Farewell to Dreamland / [Verse 2: D] Let's go back to 08 / Senior year 226 / Walking to the bros crib / Just happened to get picked / It / Seemed like a blur / Tapped my shoulder then the fist came / Gangbanger / These middleschoolers / They #s big but they game ain't / That's all I'm saying / Cause I wonder where they at now? / May I vent? / No questions asked when I drift off to that land now / That's where I go / These thoughts streaming through my brain / I can't let go / Reminders of where I came / They let me know / Will this lead to the same? / Spent my life known as money / Will this lead to the change? / Irrelevant is the answer when you know what's your aim / Think Clark was f**ing with Lois so to help find his Lane / Who know? / Just tryna make my way to home like I'm Toe / Kee be my Earl / Parappa kicking the flow / And we gon' flash until you see that we glow / So they know / Now reminiscing / On hours spent watching cole in the studio up on the tube / Lord a picture me wishing I could of been in his loop / Cause he was the living example of where I wanted to be / Grew up listening Em, Jay, Cole, they showed me the dream / Thoughts through my head / How I blessed I been to grow and be apart / Of these different era's of music / These artists that gave me smarts / Here I am with these flows / That other's never been taught / Here I am and I've learned / Developed and found my / Art / [Hook] Why is everywhere I go / Close my eyelids / Its a nightmare and I know / That / If I go / To that happy place / I can see them / Farewell to Dreamland / Farewell to Dreamland /