Frontier Ruckus - Nightmares Of Space lyrics

What can it mean to go it alone To quarantine the moments we've known And lock it away And bury the throne Of a hot summer bed in my heart? It's not smart To try to die When something so soft's standing by But why should I Deserve something only to lie? I don't know why I should Or whatever let me do it But if your sweetness Could defeat this for good I wouldn't hold you to it Placing the nightmares of space Between myself and the dearest face That I could every try to recall At all And if each threat That we came to regret As we'd shout it At the outlet mall Still dissolves there Broke and bare The worst shame All the same What can I do but become estranged From the truest true that the world had arranged For me to cling to But only deranged Sad as a dumpster at night? It's not right To k** the chill That defines the warmth there inside I'm ill and most likely will Never get right there inside But oh the pride When you were the one who knew me I cried When the angels of heat flew through me