From Zero - My So-called Life lyrics

Make your first impression brace yourself it's who you are Try to find yourself it takes some time don't be alarmed A million questions fill your mind you feel unsatisfied But don't sit down it's time to figure out the reasons why that I Can't seem to find my way back home but I'm trying This time I think I've gone too far But I'm trying this time - is this really what you want to be This time I'm trying Paint a picture of a place that's deep inside your mind Look for answers to the questions and the reasons why I'm feeling happy and unsatisfied at the same time So light a cigarette and take a drink and you'll be fine but I Can't seem to find my way back home but I'm trying This time I think I've gone too far But I'm trying this time - is this really what you want to be This time I'm trying, this time This time I think I've gone too far And what have you got for me this time Are you leaving me out to dry And where have you gone, my so-called life? 'Cause I can't find you anywhere This time I must make some decisions This time make or break Let lose this dead weight No room for mistake you feel me