From Our Hands - My Policy lyrics

they say they say this has no meaning you're like a dog chasing it's own tail round and round come close come close so you can see me i don't get what's the point in doing what you don't like waiting for a break waiting all the years I should be closer all efforts come in vain apologies my apologies nothing is working the things remain the same my time is getting closer my time is getting closer as it seems don't tell me it is over tell me it is over not for me in spite of this i still do believe in my obsession that feeling in the veins another time another place a same old story in my face I fail most of the times i try trying i'm gonna die my time is getting closer my time is getting closer as it seems this is my policy of not giving up the only thing i do believe why don't you understand is that so hard i always try to do my best for every thing that makes me happy there's two more that make me sad with the respect you deserve why don't you want me to be happy and accept who i am you'll see the face and fears of a happy man for everyone i hurt i apologize forgive me for wasting your time that's my sacrifice my time is running out for every tear you drop i hate myself i know the time you spent with me was a living hell my time is running out