When was I alive? Could It be sleep is all I know? How could I have made mistakes? Is there something more for me to learn? Will I ever make it back to you And will you still want me? Have you been waiting for the sound of my return? I'll wait for your calling.. "If I was ever an imperfect son Or a foolish boy, or a wretched child, I was only out looking for Jesus I was only becoming a Godly man!" Pace the floor Wooden legs have never been so silent The wind outside the window sounds like heaven is almost here Before I was made, I was close to perfection Since I became, I've gone the wrong direction. "The lies I've told, the hearts I've stolen How could I pretend to love so long? My God, I'm a terrible mess today! My God, I'm becoming a monster!"