[Verse 1] You were breaking up in the room next door to mine I'm not asleep yet I could hear the screaming But you told us you were just fine And go back to bed It's coming up slowly now And I can't hold it in They're trying to hold me down I'm choking on the medicine [Pre-Chorus] Now you're telling me now to cry I don't want to hear I don't want to hear that Are you telling me you're surprised You don't want to feel You don't want to feel bad So you don't [Chorus] Was I never afraid you were never ever coming back Was it always this way You were never ever coming back [Verse 2] I was breaking bottles You were there but you didn't speak I said I was sorry But you wouldn't take my calls for weeks I'm loosing you slowly now My fingers they start to slip They're telling me to quiet down You're telling me you're over it [Pre-Chorus] Now you're telling me now to cry I don't want to hear I don't want to hear that Are you telling me you're surprised You don't want to feel You don't want to feel bad So you don't [Chorus] Was I never afraid you were never ever coming back Was it always this way You were never ever coming back Was I never afraid you were never ever coming back Was it always this way You were never ever coming back Was I never afraid you were never ever coming back Was it always this way You were never ever coming back Was I never afraid you were never ever coming back Was it always this way You were never ever coming back