I pray to god like its the end of the world But life is meaning less when I wake up without you Oh god Im a terrible mess today Oh god Im a terrible mess today And if I don't ignore the hole in my heart and move on And by the end of the night I could end up bled to d**h Oh God, will I ever get this back? Where I was so long ago The city lights seem far away Are you looking for me? If I can only make it through this night Maybe something will bring comfort somehow I tell myself that I'll forget about girls But life is so much more with the touch of someone's skin to mine My lust has brought me to my knees again Will I fall on my face without you holding my hand? But I swear I'll try I swear I'll try (I swear I said I'll try) And Im still so terrified by the crash of the waves And the sting in my eyes when I can finally see But Im still so terrified by the lights And the hands pull me in and I can breathe for the very first time I can do this I can do this I can do this all on my own If I can only make it through this night Maybe I will find the thing that I need I can do this I can do this I can do this all on my own But Im still so terrified But Im still so terrified