Friend Within - The game lyrics

I know I said I love you but I'm thinking I was wrong I'm the first to admit that I'm still pretty young And I never meant to hurt you when I wrote you ten love songs That guy that I could never get, 'cause his girlfriend was pretty fit And everyone who knew her loved her so And I made you leave her for me and now I'm feeling pretty mean But my mind has f**ed me over more times than any man could ever know Maybe I should give up, give in Give up trying to be thin Give up and turn into my mother God knows I love her And I'm sorry to whichever man should meet my sorry state Watch my sturdy, lonesome gait and beware I will never love a man 'cause love and pain go hand in hand And I can't do it Again So we stayed up late one night to try and get our problems right But I couldn't get into his head just what was going through my mind And I think he knew where I was going 'cause he put Ryan Adams on 'cause I think he thinks it makes me weak, but it only ever makes me strong I've got this friend who sounds just like him Now he's the man I leave you for, the man that I just adore Like you The same man, he turns to me, he said "I've got to tell you how I feel If God could make the perfect girl, for me it would be you And my God told me not to tell about how much do you love your fella?" I don't know more everyday Not in this new romantic way I'll always be your first love You'll always be my first love And I'm sorry to whichever man should meet my sorry state Watch my sturdy, lonesome gait and beware That I will never love a man 'cause I could never hurt a man in this way I will never love a man 'cause I could never hurt a man Not in this new romantic way