The wounds decay inside my soul Pain harsher than any that I've known Realized it simply is what it is There's just no way to win This is what it is to yearn To struggle To stumble TO crawl No miracle comes to save me Misery consumes and chains I fought for as long as I could With my back against the wall Doesn't matter what I try I'm dead in her eyes Takes and takes and never gives Drinks so much blood that I barely live Of A vampire I am captive Within her spell No way to win