Freya Niamh - So Much of Me lyrics

When I stare at the photos on my wall I realise that I hardly recognise me anymore And it makes me feel Like I’m not real What makes this my nose And not yours? When u look in my eyes Are you in awe Or just bored? If so much of me is circumstance What does that leave? I’ve lost control of my agency What can I achieve When I let them Dictate my Psychology? Can’t walk away from the noise When it’s in your own head But silence is the loudest All thosе things left unsaid I’m glad you opened up to mе Whether things will change I guess we’ll have to wait and see And I know you’re trying honestly I’m just scared I’ll rely on you too easily Learning to let go was hardest part of eighteen Without my friends I’d still be stuck in between Two minds about what could change It couldn’t stay the same Can’t string along an idea That'll never come true But heartbreak taught me lessons Long overdue I trust you’re being honest with me I’ve just had my fair share of fake guarantees And I know we’ve had a horrible week But let’s forget about for today and hope it won’t repeat