First time on earth Going to have to tell you how to laugh Smile like a star A young disaster You fist fight yourself like Look for the thread Try to keep the gloves above your head Time tied them tight You can't pick things up Sit beside watch while Today's too much for you...you just want to go, don't you? You're damned if you don't and you're dumb if you do Knock knock shoot the clock Slip into a sleep full of sweat Think you closed your eyes See the water rise Swim like a child might Swear at the sun Fumble your words like a gun You're rusting in the street And you try to trust your feet to find you Someone un numb Today's too much for you...you just want to go, don't you? Aching in my arms, you've come to harm You've come to harm, you've come to harm Die before you disregard the logic in your veins You say the word again, you hear the word again, do you hate the word again? Step into my room 1000 of you 1000 of you Nobody cries You slip out of your lies Flick (night) light dies All of your cells yell surprise d**h had beautiful eyes d**h had beautiful eyes Soul in a spoon, heart in a jar, that's what you are Soul in a spoon, you're coming down soon, that's what you are That's what you are, that's what you are That's what you are, that's what you are