Freestyle (PH) - Lying to Myself lyrics

I, BELIEVED IN YOU WHY'D YOU LEAVE WHEN YOU SAID THAT YOU'D NEVER LET ME GO ALL I GAVE WAS LOVE WASN'T THAT ENOUGH TELL ME THE TRUTH, I NEED TO KNOW REFRAIN I CAN SAY TO MYSELF, THAT I DON'T NEED YOU BESIDE ME THAT I'VE FINALLY PUT IT ALL BEHIND ME' BUT CHORUS I'D ONLY BE LYING TO MYSELF AND I'D ONLY BE DREAMING OF WHAT, I KNOW WOULD NOT COME TRUE COZ NO MATTER WHAT I DO TO TRY TO THINK I'M DOING WELL REALITY IS THAT I'M STILL NOT OVER YOU I, GO, EVERYDAY TRYING TO FIND MY WAY DRIFTING INTO THE EMPTY ROADS CRYIN' EVERY NIGHT THESE TEARS, SO HARD TO FIGHT WHAT DO I DO, I JUST DON'T KNOW REFRAIN I CAN SAY TO MYSELF THAT I NEVER NEEDED YOU, ANYWAY AND AFTER ALL, I'VE NOTHING MORE TO SAY' (REPEAT CHORUS) BRIDGE I THOUGHT THAT IT WAS NEVER ENDING I THOUGHT THAT WE WERE NOT PRETENDING IT WAS REAL I KNOW MY HEART WILL SOON BE MENDING AND AFTER THE RAIN, THE SUN WILL SOON REVEAL' THAT I CHORUS II I HAVE BEEN LYING TO MYSELF AND I, I HAVE BEEN DREAMING OF WHAT I THOUGHT WOULD NOT COME TRUE I KNOW AFTER WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH I WILL BE DOING WELL AND WHEN THE DAY COMES, I KNOW WHAT I'LL SAY IS TRUE THAT REALITY IS ' I'M FINALLY OVER YOU