My thought process is constant rat race A battle of emotions between numb and a bad place I don’t think I’ll ever learn No I’ll probably never learn The novel worth of text you wrote to try and explain Was full of bad excuses mostly written in vain It’s not something I think I’ve earned And that’s probably none of your concern now. It’s not your fault I’m a wreck, a mess, I’m broken I tend to give my all to end up confused and hoping for a change. And I don’t think that I’ll ever learn. No I’ll probably never learn.