Fredro Starr - I Don't Wanna... lyrics

God, I'm callin', yes I'm callin' for you Please help me on the journey, please When I die, I wanna die like Princess Di Blastin' Ready to Die, late night pushin' a five Hit the Westside high, doing ninety five Let the will go, like f** it, closin' my eyes Tired of living, have my n***as die in the prison Catch a bullet wit my back turned, God forbidden To be the next rapper to die, what if it was me? 'Cuz see ya now face flashin' on the MTV Front page in the paper, front of the source Jealous n***as laughin', pain and feel no remorse Every mornin' kissin' my moms, readin' from psalms Other rappers showin' love, dedicatin' me songs When I'm gone, thugs'll an*lyze the last day's verse Hear the pain and the flow of my life is cursed Wakin' up wit the smell of d**h, shakin' in cold sweats Nightmares every night, breathin' of short breath Wit gun to my head, won't be makin' me more stressed The second chance of life, got me feelin' I'm Lord blessed I'm God sent, here to talk to the children Teach them not to blast, they gats wit no feeling Teach them not to stash they cracks by the building Teach them 'bout the game of life, it's thug livin', we all die I don't wanna die God, I'm callin', yes I'm callin' for you I don't wanna die Please help me on the journey, please What up B-Wiz? It's been quite some time I ain't see you in a while since you left in '89 And I still got the demos before we got signed Every rhyme I write you be in the back of my mind Yo Big L, congratulations dog, your sh** went gold Always knew you was a nice n***a, destined to blow Seen you uptown, burnin' n***as, testin' ya flow Had to catch a plane, I gave you a pound, hand it over Freaky Tah, what up my n***a? Damn you still look fly You in heaven and you still gettin' high, pa** the lye sh** yo Eazy, what up dog? I know we never met Used to bang n***az with attitude, cleanin' the tech Respect ya gangsta since the video you rhymed in the jail Then you popped up on the stage, that sh** was hard as hell My n***a Pun, what up son? I ain't forget you kid I'm still rewindin' and succedin' on the joint that we did n******ghood, damn the world, only got one verse What up Banky? Who thought you would of made it here first Big and Pac rollin' dice like they never had beef Big Stretch, side bettin', standin' next to Trouble T Though I never met Kadafi, what up God? Peace By the way, you heard the record that I did wit your peeps? It's love, Buffy the Beatbox, Moore Spurgs, Scott Larock Dyin' 4 rap, for love of hip-hop, we all die I don't wanna die God, I'm callin', yes I'm callin' for you I don't wanna die Please help me on the journey, please I don't wanna die God, I'm callin', yes I'm callin' for you I don't wanna die Please help me on the journey, please I don't wanna die God, I'm callin', yes I'm callin' for you Please help me on the journey, please Then years are dying, gotta keep your eying Streets don't be lying, keep families crying I don't wanna die, no, no yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah, yeah I don't wanna die, I don't wanna, wanna die