Freddie Gibbs - Freddie's Dead lyrics

[Verse 1] Yo so why you hesitating gun vibrating I see your hand shaking If I was you and you was me I'd send that a** to satan n***as been waiting for me to check out And I won't scream for help nor will I beg this b**h to live Id rather k** myself My life is f**ed up Thats why I stay liquored and drugged up I really been trying to right my wrongs to make it this long I lucked up My family think Im crazy I dunno who got my back And some of my friends wouldn't give a f** about me if I ain't rap And thats for real Only friend I got is Allah and I hope Allah forgive All the ignorant things I did all the things that he forbids Lost my innocence as a kid I was intelligent but refused to try Didn't apply myself now me and my pops we don't see eye to eye And who am I to say that I didn't flip or flat out lose it If I die today then Gibbs gon' live forever through my music Cla**ify me as black american youth that got mislead n***as feel me you can't k** me with two bullets to my head Freddie's dead [Hook] When I go out Im gon' out how I wanna go What's in store for me after I go is what I wanna know Send me to that other side trust me I ain't scared n***as feel me you can't k** me with two bullets to my head Freddie's Dead [Verse 2] Happy birthday Gibbs may twenty-five Alotta ya homies is dead or locked up but you still alive You survived ya I'm truly blessed I can't complain Let me at least just say my peace before my conscious eats my brain Spend my last piece of change get some sh** to flip so I can eat Did some treacherous things in life that really ain't right for me to repeat Inherited other n***as beef cause they was scared to bust the heat Put em on licks & hit em with chips I knew that b**h wouldn't ride for me So tell me what you got in mind for me I pa**ed the gate I paid the toll Take my freedom take my life but you can't take my f**ing soul America sends me to d**h soon as a n***a came out the womb Soon as a n***a came up and he got him some money they wanna see me in my tomb There ain't no room for fear so I ain't fearing getting k**ed When its time to go I go with the flow I know its Gods will Cla**ify me as a black american youth that got mislead n***as feel me you can't k** me with two bullets to my head Freddie's dead [Hook] [Outro] ?