Freaky Dray - Conflicted lyrics

[Intro:] Aye (x6) [Verse 1:] I wrote this sh** 3 am and conflicted Looking for answers swayed opinions But Ripley believed it This lil n***a a genius Genuinely saying f** what you mean f** yo opinion Cold shoulder always around when I need it Don't come around if I need it Good friends turn to foes once the greed hot Same reason why Money Mitch got his a** shot Would you use more to hide the pain Prolong that feel for life Do you fear your life Knowing that sh** could end tonight Damn [Hook (x2)] Lately I've been looking for a reason just to say no (aye) All these problems in my head I pick em just to see if they grow Aye (x3) [Verse 2] I wrote this sh** 3am and conflicted Just Save yourself Don't save the worries of painting this image A heavy heart feel so awful Plus the pressure it's giving A warm heart turn cold I Feel the fire is building up But the pistol still cold Damn Same slave mind bet yet our chains different Different paths but yet the same vision I think it's magic how I'm a**isting the ill I wrote this verse while I was writing my will That caring sh** get you k**ed But nah it's no remorse I feel I'm grounded to the earth Until the day I finally leave here So have no fear because I lack mine Late night shots fired I hope I made the most while I'm here [Outro x2:] Lately I've been looking for a reason just to say no (aye x3) All these problems in my head I pick em just to see if they grow