FRD - FRD - Deep Shallow Truths lyrics

FRD Talks : Clouds in the sense of getting high and super fly numbers Your life is great u feel good well mine slumbers Aching at the thought of my mum without a castle My brother without a school am a fool if i loose the battle So i fight until i crumble young man rumble Am a cub to a lion but a lion to a bug am a giant to a slug I dont have the right to fumble i ve been walking bare feet whens my time to wear the sandals Its a scandal am obliged to not see the light i so deserve Apprehending the future disturbs my inner search The money is such a need i cant love coz i hurt Need a woman to ease the pain but where do i find the girl Lately have been meeting the best of all people I need to grow in the speed of God but i feel feeble My feet are on the ground but my head is tryna fiddle Where is the left the right am stuck in the middle Writing till my inks done or the pc dies See me ride till am totally destroyed then see me rise Really high till the skies swallow me and all you see is the sinking light This is hard and complicated but this is life You wanna be a man dont u coz it means fight No element of push in u then u should have been a p**y child I dont seem to be the same as a different guy so i guess am original I am lookin for myself through the rimes i spew i knew i was a different coz unlike u My new path taken is breaking away from loosing and concentrating on truth Hot deliver ice cubes Need a panamera porsche need a house need a job Need to hold the rap torch while am dressed up in a tux Had a lotta loss but i Never gave a f** Never gave a sh** till i buy an audemar Since i was 10 i always dreamnt to be a rap legend Now am about to teach the whole world the new found rythm Girls on my side like deezy am with him if deezy is winning Then call me his woman Am as happy as not being happy to have braces Brace yourself a lil my life is entertaining My shine is in the making like tinker bells on the job Like peter pan is a gangster waiting to get involved My compensation is meditation of self Representing my struggle as something bigger than d**h Yes i was yes i am Might hit another n******g like wham might hit another rapper like bam Bang bang my flow heavy like 4 jet on a titanic Majestic impression am impressive boy ur line static You scattered like u looking for ambition i mean looking for decisions On ur life what is ur mission Purposely hurting a girl that i cant keep She shouting screaming and all i do is stand still And its a problem for i My flow causes problem the sh** is so explicit Like two guys having a s** bout in a minute Like f** that whos that guy i cant believe it Like seeing is not believing but listen to what is mystic I should have been a mayor or black bush George i should have been a black douche I should have been a dlack bouche That makes your mama say he slays and pleases me mate and thats true Sitting in the corner f** u sipping Apperently am the best never test Mr f produced a limit U cant reach if u got jordans or stan smith Yup i got the wolverines looking like they from memphis Greater than what great is am graded and underrated But loved by the human nature my nature is dedicated My flow s medical my rap tentacles are identical is that cynical Truth be told i dont like you Truth be told am unlike u n I told her yeah Thats the only woman that can change my mind and make me stay I dont give a damn bout nothin else i do what she say Coz she know me more than me and me owe her everyday until my dyin day Lord knows i hustle hard looking for missing puzzle part My life is rollercoaster but a rollercoaster is not a struggle cart n******g am hot better tropicalize Wait till all the tropics ally capricorn waiting for the tropical line When it does you will be hospitalized Faith begins as an experiment and ends as an experiment *130# Been here been there n******gs finding me Sincere Years pa** on my lame a** watch your fame pa** and am still here Coz i need it need it Truth b told i might have found gold digging A sane mind is a slave so My mind looks like a maze Walk in it get all up in it and get lost in the phase Am a blazing torch and i look for ice water My life is a climbing and falling lesson and its in that order Do i enjoy it when i slaughter I do feel a lot but on murder there is a mind blocker U blocking yourself aint nobody Kader said you got the talent now you need the image So i bought the whole store and Am making pie Sitting reminiscing wishing i could have it I was different from da cla** now am different from rappers They more of the sweet stuff am more of the crackers I like to be on time n******gs like to come after Still observing looking for ritches My heart is bleeding where can i acquire my dreams and start living Start living the life i need n******g is scared for the life he living Truly given the power to do things he dnt biliv in What a waste of ur daddys semen and ur mamas hips Inactive life is a poison that k**s with a couple sips Lost between the lie and the truth and the shade of grey Torn between the skies while my rimes are like a mile away Times an illusion abusing your music U looping to move it u think its lost but u cannot loose it The same way u cannot produce it and u cannot use it n******gs look at their watches like time is gone But ur mind is wrong theres no time zone My mind is extravagant coco channel with the lights on My train of thoughts is different Am a chief just take a listen I will be the only thing to make u feel am speaking reason Deezy here to preach let it reach dont make urself unapproachable Gotta a lotta people doubting impossible Came from a freezer n******g believe a believer This da beginning aint it right if u ride with da mister Am a big figure this n******g is bigger Than u ve ever been and i am mean coz i need to get the green quicker Big fist tryna acquire a lotta big chips Through the mischief i still live though i need do to take care of my big peeps Am in this business till this business k**s me Wish this sh** was different but no difference is in business Buckle up lil soldier straighten ur soul make it count Raise above the problems when u breaking down dont make it make u drown