Frank Turner - Song For Josh lyrics

So this song's for Josh Why didn't you call? My phone's always on Why didn't you call Before you got gone? And I can't say for certain what I would have said But now I am helplessly silent instead There's a hole in my heart and in my head Why didn't you call? Why didn't you say something on the last time we met? Why didn't you say something? There's always hope left And I can't say for certain what I would have done But I can't do anything now that you're gone And it k**s me to think that for a second you felt alone Now you can measure the mark of a man on the day that he dies In the mixture of memory and wreckage that he leaves behind And I know you were carrying too much weight on the evening when you slipped away But I loved you like a brother, man, and I never really had a chance to say So at half past nine each evening, I'll think of my friend And at half past nine, I'll remember, you were better than your end Cause I too have stood up on that ledge But I know you'd have pulled me back down from the edge And I let you down in your darkness, I wasn't there So I'll remember you making a hole through the kids in the crowd And I'll remember you lifting me up each time I fell down And I'll glance at the barrier when I'm watching the band And I'll expect to see you there stood on the foot stand But I guess I will see someone else And that's when I'll whisper to myself "Brother, I miss you like hell..." Thanks very much That's for Josh Burdette Let's hear it for Josh, come on!