Fourth Of July - The Cost lyrics

she's so afraid to call thought i had thought of it all such a strange way to die after such a long fall we finally hit the wall she likes the city noise and a long distance voice and doing what she wants and acting so annoyed and leaving me no choice i like the easy life and staying up all night and sleeping in all day but i woke up to find i'd wasted so much time what am i supposed to do with the time i wasted on you and all the things we put each other through well i wish i knew guess that's the price you pay no matter how much you make i'm sure he'll buy you whatever you want and tell you everything is ok and he'll do whatever you say my girl she doesn't want it that way the storm came and turned the sky grey and the lighting lit up her face and the thunder shook her awake she said i'm so afraid baby, don't be scared cause i told you how i feel i never would pretend i care and you know you helped me heal i know i hurt you bad you don't have to tell me that something are hard to forget it's just kinda how things went well i'm done with guilt and lies can't you see it in my eyes yours are brown like the summertime i like to see them close so the focus slides baby you changed my mind found my heart that i left behind must have been hard to find buried under all that ice with the lessons you learn in life like take some of your own advice it's get hard to explain like the soothing effects of pain you realize that it's all the same and there's no one left to blame but something just seem right like the snow melting outside