Fourth Of July - Fall In August lyrics

feels like fall in august hope i don't fall off my promise that i will be with you in a year i know it seems like forever but we just need a fall and a winter and spring and a summer to disappear well i've seen it happen it's just one long pattern and it just goes faster i feel and less clear like a broken mirror what do you make of the reflection my dear do you think what am i doing here and our friends think we're weird i know but thats not what i want it to show well we've got problems but i think we could solve them at least say enough is enough see i said i was sorry and you said you were sorry and that they didn't mean anything to us well at least not me i never saw what you'd seen i mean was it love or was it lust or an awkward touch or a nervous blush were you giving in or giving up sometimes i feel like i know sometimes i feel like i don't but mostly i feel like i won't i heard he treated you like a joke just a side note young girl with the city lights in her eyes and were you surprised when he gave you the time no severed ties just sorry lies and just cloudy skies and just wondering why he was spending so much time at nyu and just dried up tears like who really cares about everything that we'd been through well you know that i do and i hope that you do to but you never begged me to move