Foster The People - S.H.C. lyrics

[Verse 1] You are our secret It's worth keeping And now I'm keeping my mouth shut On the weekends I won't hang out with anybody else The pavement Always baking What's it want from me? And I keep falling backwards Looking for relief Want to be free [Pre-Chorus 1] I've been counting all the minutes And the days have been counting me [Chorus] I want to live my life again But you won't I'll never understand the waves But you do I didn't know I was afraid But you do I want to do it again [Verse 2] Well I've been sleeping Waiting for something But to feel nothing At all, avoid the call Sometimes I'm reckless Sometimes misdirected Sometimes when I'm tested I tend to do nothing at all [Pre-Chorus 2] When I'm alone There's a ghost that keeps talking And I know there's gotta be more For sure [Chorus] I want to live my life again But you won't I'll never understand the wind But you do I didn't know I was afraid But you do I want to do it again [Bridge] I've been numb in my thoughts for hours I know you wanted to save me from myself We've been wilting and young for (?) And I can't compete Until I'm strung to the field What's real? [Chorus] I want to live my life again But you won't I'll never understand the wind But you do I didn't know I was afraid But you do I want to do it again [Outro] Do you want to live forever? Do you want to live forever? I would