Forgotten Sunrise - My First Day Was My Birthday lyrics

You look into my eyes What do you see? Maybe you can see my mind In pain and misery Crying for yesterday Laughing for tomorrow Don't forget that awful fate That drows you sorrow I try to rent my footsteps I try to sell my smile I try to live my own life Until the day I die Are you gonna make me happy Are you gonna make me sad Let me be so bad and ugly Go and tell how mad I am I try to rent my footsteps I try to sell my smile I try to live my own life Until the day I die I try to leave my life 'coz I know today I'll die