Forever In Combat - The Inside lyrics

I am confused and I feel blind I follow aimlessly the road I am lost in the clouds The sun is gone And it's cold out here This world is long forgotten I am left alone Why am I the only one who's trying to change this situation? Is anybody out there To help me stand And show me better places Is anybody out there To help me stand And show me better places The rain is falling down on me Memories flash behind my eyes It stains like blood on my fingers The rain is falling down on me Memories flash behind my eyes This burden is too heavy for me I feel so empty How could this happen to me? I feel so empty I regret what I have done My past catches us with me But only I can change myself My past catches us with me But only I can change myself The rain is falling down on me Memories flash behind my eyes It stains like blood on my fingers The rain is falling down on me Memories flash behind my eyes This burden is too heavy for me Only I can save myself It's time to open my eyes To face all the destruction These memories are eating me alive I hold my breath until I'm burning from the inside It's time to open my eyes To face all the destruction These memories are eating me alive I hold my breath until I'm burning from the inside