Forever Came Calling - Spanish Mother's (I Just Miss) lyrics

(Verse) Can someone please help me out? Cause Ive been runnin' in circles, finally lost myself Self medicate out loud Did the whiskey shots, in the parkin' lot, help! Ill stay if youll stay too (I have got my brother and we lean like fences) Cant cry in this crowded room (I pulled hard enough, cant get away from this) (Pre-Chorus) My stomach starts to rot with all the memories That I have missed Can I be forgiven now? Even tho I spent years like this? (Chorus) And the Gospel sang hallelujah, I just miss you Hallelujah, I just miss you You taught me so many things, but until I learn how to grieve You are just asleep (Verse 2) I will stay if you will stay too But I can hardly stand their faces Heads all bowed in prayer searchin' in absence of salvation There shouldnt be strangers at these You might be blood but that dont make family My Spanish mother, glimpsin' now her kids (Pre-Chorus) She sees his legacy inside of everyone of them She holds on to her ring knowing shell neva luv again (Chorus) And the Gospel sang hallelujah, I just miss you Hallelujah, I just miss you You taught me so many things, but until I learn how to grieve You are just asleep (Verse) The cars backed up for miles, in this funeral procession Carried to rest, in Sundays best, we buried him next to Mit Ill take apart again, everythin' I ever did If it would bring you home again, make us whole again (Bridge) It was the first time you heard me sing, and for that Im so sorry It was the first time you heard me sing, for all my days youll sing with me (Chorus) And the Gospel sang hallelujah, I just miss you Hallelujah, I just miss you You taught me so many things, but until I learn how to grieve You are just asleep