Flyleaf - Penholder lyrics

I feel your eyes crawling over me As though I am something more than me But I don't have anything good enough to say I did not make myself this way I'll show you what he did But I won't take the credit It's not mine anyway I just held the pen that day And I don't deserve this This time right now It's not something for which I can take the bow And I don't deserve this It wasn't me I can't take glory for something that I can't be I don't deserve this I know what perfection is like And I cannot stand before its might And I'm so far from what you think that I must be I just drown myself in mercy I'll show you what he did But I won't take the credit It's not mine anyway I just held the pen that day And I don't deserve this This time right now It's not something for which I can take the bow And I don't deserve this It wasn't me I can't take glory for something that I can't be I don't deserve this This time right now It's not something for which I can take the bow And I don't deserve this And all the art that I supposedly create Is simply a faded reflection of something he's already made And I don't deserve this This time right now It's not something for which I can take the bow And I don't deserve this It wasn't me I can't take glory for something that I can't be I don't deserve this