Fluorescent Half Dome - The Pedestal lyrics

How do we solve the riddle Of eliminating our old haunts Maybe I'll starve myself a little And then I will look the way that I want Everybody wants to be whole again But I think that I know better There's a circle in the sand where the sinners stand And now I'm floating without a tether Behold the mirrored mantle When I look it isn't me I see They glide across the marble floors Weightless on their polished feet I've got a silver spoon, oh But I can feel it choking me Somehow I know I still want more I've been feeling incomplete From high up on a pedestal Falsifying all this grace There's someone underneath it all I refuse to recognize her face I've seen theses eyes somewhere before They look at me most every day In that hallowed mirrored mantle I know not what I say