Flowz - The Beginning of the End lyrics

[Flowz: Verse 1] Times have changed, I'm not the same anymore Years of drug abuse, has me lost chasing my thoughts I wanna' blow my f**in' brains on the wall I'm so tired, maybe i will sleep when i finally lay in the morgue Every day is just the same as before I smoke a lot of weed, so every night i find myself chasing a quart Drink a bottle til' my heads numb, unable to walk Choking on my own vomit as I lay on the floor These days mates are ignored, anxiety has ruined me I'm paranoid my crew will jump ship, mutiny So i chill by myself and never answer my phone Because truth be told, i'd rather smoke a sesh on my own But i never used to be like this Until i grew up and realised what real life is Times are hard and the nights are dark, the weather is cold The knife is sharp, i use to slice my arms whenever i fold Under the pressure of the weight that i carry The day my dad stops drinking is the day I'll be happy When I'm able to manage without d** And start taking advantage But that's a longshot, and i'm not aiming on standing [Peeps:Hook] It's the beginning of the end I hope it won't last long Here for my brothers Together we stand strong Its the end (x2) It's the beginning of the end I hope it won't last long Here for my brothers Together we stand strong Its the end (x2) [Peeps: Verse 2] Damn, i went and f**ed up myself again Mental health is held in my friends, there's no helping them And i wish i could do more, but i can't It's hard to lend a hand to the fam, if they don't ask The happiness is *** my brother, but it won't last Its burnt away in a twirl, gone in that blown gla** Prescriptions ran out, so they self medicated But anxiety got a hold on them so they can't get the papers Is it their fault? no it's not I think it's vile that a doctor would hand you that poison with a smile Who says it'll help but i left you a track It'll help your mother lookin' down on you, dressed in all black It's got stress to the max, it's got your blame and your friends Looking around, were all zombies, its like the day of the dead **THE REST I DON'T KNOW** [Peeps:Hook]