If you come to close While I'm sleeping Or host of a nightmare Don't feed me the blame You're there every night in my head Right in my sight as I cut the skin And lead you to shame As we hold and make love I slip on a glove So I won't stain my hands As I take you away When I focus my brain I see you in vain I see you bathing in red And I can't believe Your k**er is me And I hit my knees And start to cry I keep running and hiding and crying And falling and trying to get away Screaming and yelling and calling for help As you die in my arms once again As I wake in a sweat Thank God it hasn't happened yet And I run to you But you got to close When I focus my brain I see you in pain I see you bathing in red And I can't believe Your k**er is me And I hit my knees And start to cry I keep running and hiding and crying And falling and trying to get away Screaming and yelling and calling for help As you die in my arms once again I keep running and hiding and crying And falling and trying to get away Screaming and yelling and calling for help As your running and hiding And trying to get away Screaming and yelling and calling for help As you die in my arms once again