Flobots - On Loss and Having lyrics

[Verse 1] It must have been a dream but it felt so real Saw the wounds, heard the screams, thought about your last meal How we ate like kings, how you led us all in grace How nobody had forseen what would soon take place And when everything went down The silence you left was the strangest sound Dangerous town but we all felt safe Cause we knew that you slept with the angels now Rumors keep coming in A few thousand missing you just like me People keep running into you I've got a feeling that you might be alive (Rata tat tat, bum bum bum bum It's the sound of a gat and the sound of a drum But whatever you attach to is what you become One plus one, double horizontal line one) [Hook] This is not fair, this is not pure, this is not right Trust me, when it's all over you will see the light Live by the sword, die by the sword, but Jesus Christ We shot that motherf**er right between the eyes I offer these thoughts on loss and having You're here but you're not, you're near but you're not I offer these thoughts on loss and having You're here but you're not, you're near but you're not [Verse 2] Staring at the safety sleeve These tingling feelings just won't leave I can't sleep, anxiety dreams I need a repreive, I need caffeine Set the stage, my lips don't seem, [?] Walking the streets, haunted by beats Follow my lead by the loss that I bleed Scream in the dark, but it's off key Bow breaks in the powerful breeze I hold my breath and the hours would freeze 'Til they tomorrows may bring Squandered time didn't know you would leave Part of me was lost in the sea And the cost of these losses I found it in me Replacing my friends [?] [Hook] This is not fair, this is not pure, this is not right Trust me, when it's all over you will see the light Live by the sword, die by the sword, but Jesus Christ We shot that motherf**er right between the eyes I offer these thoughts on loss and having You're here but you're not, you're near but you're not I offer these thoughts on loss and having You're here but you're not, you're near but you're not