FlipBoy - My Life (remix) lyrics

[ Chorus ] And I'm grindin' til I'm tired They say "You ain't grindin' until you tired." So I'm grinding with my eyes wide, Looking to find, A way through the day, A life for the night, Dear lord you've taok so many of my people I'm just wondering why you haven't taken my life Like what the hell am I doing right? [ Verse 1 ] Father, I've sinned, I've commited many sins, So plenty to go through, I don't know where to begin, Well, swell, my life is like spendin' life in a cell, Though I've never been in jail, I've done been through hell, Is this the life you chose for me? Eternally condemned? Though I've never condescend, I still don't comprehend, When I make choices they are overpowered by Satan, I lost everything I touched, what do I keep my faith in? To make things worst, I lose my girl and my homeboys, Drive my casket in a Rolls Royce if I make the wrong choice I've danced with the devil more than I prayed to you Lord, I have every f**ing reason to have my prayers ignored, Life is hard enough, I'ma just end it, I'll take the cowards way out, show me where's the exit, If I see a white light, heaven's where I'm headin', But if it's shallow in shadows, I know I'm burnin'! [ Chorus ] And I'm grindin' til I'm tired They say "You ain't grindin' until you tired." So I'm grinding with my eyes wide Looking to find, A way through the day A life for the night Dear lord you've taok so many of my people I'm just wondering why you haven't taken my life Like what the hell am I doing right? [ Verse 2 ] Wait a minute, I'm a man, I must stand on both feet, I look up in the skies, eyes closed and yell: "Lord speak." Another brother died, didn't get a chance to say goodbye, Shed a tear for him, like 2Pac said: "Even thugs cry." No! What am I doin'?! Gotta pull this gun away from my head, What difference will it make? My soul already bled, Surely, it's obvious, I'm purely wounded sorely, Suicide? Why k** myself? Life will do it for me, I'm so fed up, I don't know what I'm livin' for, When it comes to love, f**, man, I'm just giving more, f** love, show no love, love will get you k**ed, It's a forever burnin' burden, it will never be healed, With all this struggle and pain, I will never give up, My hype will thrive as he strives and will always live up, Now, I'ma continue walkin' forward like a peaceful dove, And if there's really a God, show me a sign from above, Peace! [ Chorus ] And I'm grindin' til I'm tired They say "You ain't grindin' until you tired." So I'm grinding with my eyes wide Looking to find, A way through the day A life for the night Dear lord you've taok so many of my people I'm just wondering why you haven't taken my life Like what the hell am I doing right?