FLiP - Her(albumversion) lyrics

My restless nights, aren't because I can't sleep Its because my thoughts are on a plate that'll ill never eat Don't come over here tryna talk to me, I was glad with you, now I'm happy to be me Don't be mad cause you're not mine Had your chance you stole my heart, acted like it wasn't a crime Got me looking at my phone, and checking the time Always waiting for the text but still no reply I'm always in my head asking myself why, too much stuff to do and not enough time ? Things aren't the same; the crown was for my dime Guess I always loose change that's why they told me to leave it and fly But they didn't know how high I flew to be with you And All you did was just have to choose You chose the f-boy, and you left me still waiting Maybe I'm not bad enough is that why you hating? I treated you right, and with respect But you didn't know that none of it was an act The feelings were real, you didn't get me That was whack Making me feel like, was just a piece of trash It's like driving without eyes, boom you crash Ohh You thought I wanted to smash Netflix and chill was to watch movies and laugh But you wouldn't see good, since it don't slap your a** You messed up, just wanted to be your last Now another number, and you still counting past I just asked you to be my flower, now let me explain why You're so beautiful in every way that I can see Instead of being picked by others, I want you to be picked up by me Like a flower in the vase, water is all it needs to breathe So let me be your water and be everything you need I'm not up for these games is that clear to see? But maybe that's a lie You saying I'm a perfect guy Because my perfect isn't good enough, you don't have the same feelings inside I wasn't playing games, but you played me Just right You moved your king into a trap Checkmate, guess you lied Bet you don't have an alibi, and I bet you're all that satisfied Playing games like the joker Tricking guys to make sure they're folding You ain't leaving a single door open Guess I'm dumb for thinking one was open Smh and I thought you were the "chosen" Dam I really was just hoping You didn't understand what I meant when I said I love you right ? Now you'll understand what I mean when I say goodbye