Flattop - Believe Me lyrics

[Intro: Flattop] Yeah.. I'm just not feelin it right now to be honest with you guys I'm just looking at my future in I don't know In a different way this time I'm not as hype as I used to be That's for sure Yeah [Verse 1: Flattop] I can't tell you guys how much it k**s to pay the bills Watchin my momma do it gave me the chills Wish I could be happy but this hit me in the feels Lookin myself in the mirror like what's the deal Yeah what's the deal, foreal I wish y'all knew exactly how I feel To turn up on the daily Go to sleep thinkin that maybe I might have a future I wanted and it's crazy All I wish is I would get a girl Not the one that's shinin on the field Not the one to swoop down to fulfill And don't ever be telling me Melissa's not a thrill She a thrill to get her would be unreal Not afraid to tell you how I feel The feelings up and down then spread it all around Pick a feelin up then set it on the ground Yeah set it on the ground Listen up Nick, to this little bit I know you wanna jam, gotta jam this is sick Man I'm sorry this is sick Understand this is all I got, all I want Put all of my eggs into one And it's all my fault Yeah and it's all my fault [Verse 2: Flattop] But understand I'm really not to blame All I wanna do is entertain Put myself with money and the fame Take away replace it with a dame Yeah just to see what is the game That I am longing for this is a shame Shoot me down I see this is the thing That girls wanna do but just remember I got a saying (I) would rather be shooting for the stars Then settle for the girls that drive in cars Understand I'd take a trip to Mars but Never got the type of cash to satisfy the jar Yeah I need this I really do To have this rap music in my blood is number two To get a chance to see this music through and review To get a chance to go big like news and The Views Just to see that happen in my life Would prove more than once that I'm here another night I'm here another night Yeah I'm here another night But won't forget all those times I tried and I tried Tried to forget, tried to provide, tried to survive Yeah tried to survive [Verse 3: Flattop] But understand that ain't all I got Running like a thief Dreaming to believe Money is a not But money gives you (a)lot Money on my mind besides that Ima not Spend it when I shop x2 Planning to be saving forgive me I'm gonna lie Cuz money on my mind My money on my mind Never wanna leave it'll leave me when I die Cuz heaven where I lie Heaven where I lie Freedom of the greed you can see the way I fight Cuz evil now has died and winnin on my side Plus wit God Ima believer Confidence on override But how do I survive How do I provide How do I forget All these feelings buried in the drive Yeah all the feelings buried in the drive Just because you can't delete doesn't mean you can't be right Yeah I wish that were the case But it ain't Yeah You know, my dad said It's a dead end road son It's a dead end road And I believe him