flatsound - Meow Meow Meow Meow Meow lyrics

Last night you had that dream again The one where you try and run from your fears, but you can't because you're wearing fabulous stilettos If I were the boss of you, I'd make you get out of my head for good But I'm not, so when this ship sinks, I'll have the comfort of knowing I wasn't in charge I don't want to write a song, I want to write a will in which you get nothing from me All I am is a kid in my mother's closet looking for an excuse to say, "This doesn't hurt, at least not any more" That hatred, the kind of hatred that makes a father call his own son a f*ggot I wish you were dead There was a light in my closet I could have sworn the sun was rising There was a light in my chest Don't leave me, Noah, we had a promise You told me the universe could help me if I just let it I told you I made a map of our old house leading to the X on my stomach When you cut me open, you'll find a note that says, "This is where I hurt" I found a new way to talk to god You told me I was brutally murdered in a past life Why did you say it like that? I haven't felt the same since If I were the sun, I'd shine my light on you and leave the people that hurt you cold If you were a girl, you'd be a who*e who likes to s** dick When I was fifteen, I overheard my teacher talking to a girl privately about raising her grade in history I bet she was a pretty girl This message was brought to you by all the cats in my life