Flamingosis - Blue & Black lyrics

[Verse 1: DeadCrow] I wasn't really that cool up in high school Nahhh, I was really that fool Thinking bout skipping cla**, going home The phone on roam, smoke some gra**, pretend to act, coooool Stand in front of the mirror Thinking at the time i was my own father figure Thinking bout it, shows, stages & wages b**hes praise this, musics gone, I dont hear her Well whats wrong with the picture? At the time i felt alone i often thought bitter Often thought bigger & better things would come some day But them thoughts were gone come sunday So i thought about it Write the doubt its & use this as an outlet I out let my stress, no longer blew cess When in doubt with my power to outwit My future, my present Presence, wanna impact the world like a present Help the peasants & those stuck low on bucks Up in the cut stuck up on anti depressants Gotta consult with my kind soul How to control those young souls stuck on consoles Materialism... Don't own a fine Nike sole but I smile like so [Verse 2: DeadCrow] Im an awkward kid Never cared for the f**ing larger things Or how large the rings, but the smaller things Like a friend, someone I could call or ring On a late night when my brains tight & the rents fight, pissed off, walking in the rain like Hopefully this will drown my sorrows Be good tomorrow, smoking Marlboro But its not that bad & Im sure i couldn't solve that even with an iPad Or the ice pack on my pops back Or the eye patch on my moms eye, blue & black